seaside lettersone.i was never good at starting these thingstwo.did you know some flowersonly open at night?they must not be very afraidof the darki wish i could say the samethree.i can't light my candle anymore,maybe it's telling methat i should stop tryingi didn't really like that blisteron my thumb anywaysfour.i noticed that my veinswere the same color as the oceanand i made myself bleedmy veins lied and blood is red, not bluei guess i just thought i was differentfive.i wish you could read thesesix.i don't know how to write anymoreand i always knew this would happen sometime.but god why now?i still haven't figured out what i wanted to sayseven.this will be my last letter to youand i thought i'd let you knowthat i will never know what i wanted to sayi was never really good at ending these either
she didn't believe in anything but cigarettesmy mother tells me notto cry over spilled milkbut it makes it so mucheasier to forget aboutthe bloody bird layingdead on the bathroom tile
we shouldn't be so afraid of deathi waited for death to wrap hisfrail hands around my neck andfeed me to the unknownbut he just took my hand, fingerslaced between my ownand smiled
the nevergirlyou didn't believe in growingup or growing old with someonebecause you always confessed itwould be so much more magicalto stay young with them foreveryou had the map of neverlandbranded in your bones andsometimes i swear i could hearthose little lost boys howlingand running through your spinei cried the day you realizedpeter wasn't coming and thatyou would never learn how tofly but let's face it, stayingyoung was never apart of the planbut you found a way to notgrow up and i wish you hadn'tbecause now you are a shadow,never growing and leaving everynight just because something elsewasn't bright enough for you
wendy was the lucky onedrowned by somberin a sea of atramentalemotions."black as November,"my mother saidhe went peacefullyin his sleep, they wept17 is too youngfor the hands of deathbut death reached anywaysi knew why he kepthis window open inbelow zero temperaturesand let the cold inevery nighti wonder if his tearsfroze to his cheeks
i'm afraid i'm easy to forgetthis flower just hasn'tbloomed and yet you stillstick around waitingto see if it is just asbeautiful on the insidebut darling i'm only scaredthat when the day comesthat i bare my soulyou will see that it justwasn't what you werehoping for
safety pinsi found you sitting on the dustybed sheets poking holes in yoursofter-than-silk skin with arusty safety pin (you told methey were your favorite)i asked you why and you saidyou loved the way the starslooked and you were hoping thatmaybe you could be as beautiful as them
i love you because you existjust two little boysplaying with matches,they started a spark icould feel in thepit of my stomach and babyare tongues are like daggers;each time we kiss it'sa sword fight i can neverquite win but there's stillsomething beautiful about theway you call me princess.maybe it's because you makeit believable or maybe it'sthe way this wildfireis devouring my being,leaving nothing but a desirefor the way you hold me
asthmaand i remember the grounda supernova; ofdead lungs and oxygen wasted on meand i remember being scaredand i remember asking why becausewhen you're young answers come without a priceyou told me it was because he thoughti would be strong enough to live through itand i remember believing you but how could you be so wrong
lostto tell you the truth,i can't stop missing myself.
War.If someone tells you, "War is hell." They lie.There are no innocents in hell.
Once Upon A TimeOnce upon a time there was a girlAnd she lived.
hauntedour house is hauntedmemories floating like ghostsscreaming without sound
Scriptures and ReligionReligion is not a school lesson about the scriptures.If you cannot translate the scriptures to my language,then let me live as an infidel until I meet a better teacher.
The White QueenTell me, have you ever heardThe tragic tale of the White Queen?How long has it beenSince the ice cold kingdom lost her?Nobody knows, though forever still it snowsA sign that she still lives, no sign that her life froze.Yet she is missing, isn’t she?What about the King, how can he leave this matter be?He is no King, not without She who wears his matching ring.Without She there are only tears, without She there is only pain he cannot bear.Then, why does he not search?If she is so important to he, why give up on her?The White Queen is bound to noneEven if to him She was the one.He knows this, and that his time with Her was but a fleeting dreamFrom which only the kiss of death will end his anguish.Then love is ephemeral, yes?That is to be learned from this?Only the young would be so foolish,Only the young would not see that that is amiss.Love is eternal, in your heart, in your dreamsAnd forever in your memories, a part of you, always.Love is but a waste only whe
bon appetitshe extracts her heartfrom her cavernous centerlike a no-good tooth.coughing, she serves it upon fine painted ceramics.he lifts his fork,spears the meat.chewing, jaw swaying,he samples a bite.then he frownsand spits intohisnapkin.
Nothing But A PuppetI am nothing but a puppet,A thing that you control.A simple wooden toy,I do not have a soul.I am nothing but a puppet,Someone to do your bidding.Your demands from my body,Relentless, unforgiving.I am nothing but a puppet,Your fingers pull my strings.They pull in all directions,Twisting, tangling.I am nothing but a puppet,My strings down by my sides,Trailing closely right behind me,My eternally bounding ties.
Her name was Time.The Hourglasswishesshe were lessforgivablebut she hopesyou forgive her anyway.She just wants toreleasethe sand thatweighs her downspread it all aroundlose herself in every graindiscoveringwhat she already knows...each is different.but somehow the same.
.in the nighttime you arebetter; moonlightembroiders yourskin and stitchesyou up with apurer love, untilthe morning comes,the sun runs histeeth through yourseams again, splitsyou open
In SanityI find myself in a world of white,This place it feels so pure.The Sun's rays are warm and brightI've never felt so sure.I explore the land and all its sights,I enjoy the world's grand tour.I wander around until the nightShows what it has in store.In the darkness, a speck of lightReveals a hidden door.I turn the handle and peer inside,A sight I can't endure.I turn to run, to escape my plight,I dare not to explore.But something inside catches my eye,I can't resist the lure.I awake to find myself tied tight,A voice tries to assure,"This one may finally fix you right,Maybe this is the cure."
you say I, i say iDo you write with or without capital letters? Why or why not?i write without capital letters not for effect or affectbut because I’m unsure of myself, my words. it’s a question of taste, completely subjectivethis is what i’m told. by whom? i forget, maybe i read that in an interview in the paris review,or at the writing workshop that i used to go to. :thumb370429418: :thumb437671142:it could be completely aesthetic driven,dead bodies float by baesuzy Kinesthetic by creataire empty, full by disrhythmicmight have something to do with,the look of the dot hanging out there, just above the i,Possum and Hiccup by introverted-ghost erosion by RestlessSands soft as water by ersatz-moonlike that.i indent because. by AsterGirl<strong>
FrostbiteYour eyes are frozen,Your fingers are ice.Your kiss gives me frostbite,Your words give it twice.
KeroseneSmother me in roses; not kerosene.I want to die beautiful.
Safe PlaceYour house is a Safe Place.Your house should be a Safe Place.Your house should be a Safe Place and if it's not you need help.Your house should be a Safe Place and if it's not you must ask help!NOW! DON'T HESITATE!
AlarmI had an alarm on my heart,but this love was too silent.
About WallsIn human history,when a wall falls somewhere,then somewhere else,silently is growing another one.
hide and seekeveryone looks to the starsfor inspirationbut maybe if we focused moreon the grains of sandbeneath our feet we mightjust find something a littlemore original